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Or at least making an attempt. I will be cutting out cokes this week and hopefully going strict paleo starting this weekend when I get paid. :] I’ve ordered one of those sampler packs from Steve’s Original just to try some of their stuff out and see how I like it. It’s a bit too expensive for me to buy from them on a weekly basis, but just to help ease me into the dietary change.
Boyfriend and I are supposed to make some paleo lettuce wrap tacos this weekend too. I’ll be going to the grocery store monday to make my first Paleo shopping trip ^^ I am very optimistic about it all. I will weigh myself Friday to get a start weight and track my progress weekly.
Last night, or rather this morning’s dream.
I was apparently participating in something similar to the Hunger Games except the arena was a large house. I looked all over but I couldn’t seem to find something to use as a weapon, so I hid in a bathroom. A large group of the other people playing found me but decided to let me go because they weren’t interested in killing me right then. I ran out as they were laughing. In the large living room area, this old guy I work with IRL was sitting on the couch watching football. Confused, I call out his name and he calmly informs me that he’s going to kill me and pulls out a particularly sinister looking knife. I run through the house looking for a weapon but there’s still nothing I can use, not even something blunt or heavy I can improvise with. I run out the front door. It’s cold and wet and 100% pitch black. I can still hear the group who found me in the bathroom laughing. Because I can’t see a thing I think that since he probably can’t see either I should just try to hide. I run a bit and then lay down in the grass and steady my breathing. I can’t see but I hear rustling in the distance. I think maybe he’s given up when I see a pair of glowing eyes appear above me and I hear him laughing. Then a girl appears too. It’s not as dark now, so I can see. The guy is holding me down and the girl who I can see has a devil tail says “weelll I hope this sting is potent” and she stabs me with the tail. I feel a jolt of pain and then I see her finger grow into large talons and she starts to claw at me and stab at me repeatedly. Then I woke up.
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I don’t want to call them “resolutions” because I feel it has a negative stigma, so I’m going to say that these are my goals for this year, in no particular order and I don’t necessarily want/have to work on them now.
- Pay off credit cards
- Eat less fast food [and make some effort to eat healthily]
- Spend less money on the weekends
- Save for apartment as soon as debts are paid
- Work on social anxiety & having a more positive frame of mind
- Start my novel
- Decide on a career
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